i dont know how to explain everything,
Everything is out of my control le, i cant stop it.
i shd thank him cause this thing happen he is the one who stay beside me all the way.
but i really dont know what will happen to me later.
i really wish baby will alway beside me, whenever i need him.
i really dont like to be alone, i scare i will be lonely.
hais, hope everything will be fine.